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salam.

"I am a happily struggling medical student.:DD"

setelah sekian lama quote kt ats ni wujud kt blog n my fb,,bru ari ni ade org btnye btul ke 'happy' tu? n its zawani zanuddin @ zwen. plik senanyer wani tnye cmtu. n lg pelik sbb bnde tu dh lama. he3. dh lame awk curious, br td ade kekuatan nk tnye ea? huuuu~ mula2 awk nk tnyer tu, da way u wanna ask me sumting,,honestly u are scaring me. ha-ha. i tought u gonna ask THAT thing. *u know what* :DD

fyi,,syesly i'm happy. yes, im happy. happy being a medical student. a really struggling medical student.
ble pkir2 blik,,n mmg sy prnh trpkir, kalo sy stay kt fakulti sains kt nilai dgn kwn2 tmhdi dlu, mgkin sy akn lebih happy.sape tahu kn...tp,sbb fakulti mdic ni dkt sgt dgn umah, sekangkang semut jek,,sy bole blik rumah jumpa fmily sy every week or ble2 ms je, n bnde ni bole buat mereka happy esp. mama, i'm happy then.
n smlm ms sy kt dpn during the physiology seminar n feeling really like crying in front all of u guys,,as im speechless. but still u guys try to help me even i know kte sama2 x prepare tuk seminar as everybody busy,,im happy. sgt. sbb korang ada kt ctu n trying to help me.

then u ask me..'man x tension ke...?'

ish. soklan cepu emas ni. he3. mstilaa kte tnsion wani. nk dkt2 exm ni. tension sgt like u all guys do.ble pkr2 blik, i've nvr well-prepared before i enter the exam hall..*hailaa,truknye* kalo last minit nyer studi tu mmg bese d lakukan. tp ble saat genting cmni, dgn byk bnde x bc ag ni..n when u share ur notes with everybody. fotocopying everything for every body,,sy suke perasaan tu. as for me, when u share, it doesn't only show dat u care them, but it shows that u love them. n i love it! n of course im happy!

n when u ask me,,"is it 'happy' or happy?"

then, I asked didi>>x happy ke?
she replied>>ntah, xde perasaan, hidup jek.*ni mmg jwpn truk*

sumtimes, i feel 'happy'. sumtimes HAPPY. as I drive to the campus since i'm in 2nd yr,,so i really missed those days when I went to the campus by bus..with all of my frens. ntah.perasaan nek bs same2 dgn kwn2, tyme berebut2..one word. gembira. during my last day in nilai after da orientation day in 1st yr,,kali terakhir lambai dgn all my frens before I went to pandan was when all of them berebut2 nk nek bs g kmpus pg2 buta. i cried lots like a kiddy..the memories are beautiful..

n im happy ble kte same2 struggle in our study. struggle to be da best..those feelings makes me happy. ssb tu kte rs "I'm a happily struggling medical students" sesuai tuk kte sume. he3. x ke wani? wani x happy ke? wani x happy ke blaja same2 dgn kte..?1 tuto dgn kte...haha..*xde kaitan pon senanyer..*
mgkin mindset kot wani..tp senanyer kte pon ssh nk set mind bnde2 cmni. no offense. haha. ntah. kalo selama ni wani x happy or kurang happy,,marilah kte sama2 happy2kn dri. bak kata lela>>senyum slalu.

n i take this from ur blog
"Trying hard to figure out who I really am..."
yup! since kejadian td tu, i'll try harder to figure out who u really are...haha

n u know what,,zawani zainuddin! saya sayang awak sgt lah! weee~