Monday, January 30, 2012

cuti.lagi tapi sekejap.

salam.

hari ni selasa. baru stat cuti minggu ni. hari rabu next week da stat sem baru. sekejap? ye,sgt sekejap.jadi jangan bagitaw saya brape lame awk cuti. jeles.

da habis musim memerah otak,musim tiap malam bau coffee. tiap malam 'ketagih' caffein,sebulan rasa mata cm panda tak cukup tdo,panda pon kalah.tapi ble masuk exam hall hadap beberapa helai kertas yg memerlukan kekuatan mental nk jawab,,fuhhhhhhhhh~ mengalir peluh2 nervouss walaupon org sebelah kiri ni malam tadi nanges tak habis bc buku tetap keluar awal dgn muke confident dan org sebelah kanan tiap kali masuk hall mesti ambik ms tdo dlu smpi bole trsengguk2 tp saya yakin result dye cmfirm tip topppp. kesimpulan? sy kene ade kekuatan mental hadapi paper exam dan mereka disekeliling! haihhhhh

senior cakap paper essay patho confirm la berjela2 tulis,nk agkt muke pon tak sempat.tapi kenapa sy rs cm x tulis sgt pon jela2?
hah. tak dpt jwb lerrr tuu..

kesimpulan? sy tawakkal kpdNya dgn keputusan exam. redha sbb sy usaha tak seberapa,last minit pulak tu. bak kata mereka2 yg same2 bjuang.
.kte kene tukar strategi nextsem.takpe,kali ni 25% je knnn,iA kte same2 pastikan 70% lg dlm tgn! semangat!

yg pnting studigrup kene truskn sbb byk tlg ms jwb exam.tringt2 kwn2 bentang ms SG. sofwa pon ckp,,
gu,kte tak sempat baca lgsg all da graf zero order,1st order,tp teringat gu cite ms studi grup..alhmdulillah dpt jwb. rs bsyukur sekurang2nye dpt tlg kwn wlupon xseberapa sgt :)

cume nk wt soklan sndri : what is da effects n complications after u went out from exam hall?
my answer would be...
1.hypoglycemic
2.shock
3.tachy
4.feelingless
5.shock
6.
7.

20.

ppl,,pliss finish da list.

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ble kt rumah rs cm im da only child,da only baby girl in the family. hoho
during the day,sorang2..ble malam sy rs cm nk meroyan sebab baru ade manusia nk ajk borak,nk ajak tgk tv same2..same2 komen smbil2 tgk tv,,skang byk cte hottt kt tv okeiii! hahaha

smalam keluar jumpe kwn2 yg same2 korek tanah cari cacing kt bumi hamidiah. rs masih tringat zaman2 usung buku PMR ke hulu hilir same2. last jumpe ms sy tinggalkn hamidiah dekat 6tahun lepas. ingat lg ms tu mencurah2 air mata keluar tak sanggup tinggalkan mereka...mana tak nye,3tahun makan nasi kawah sesame,cuci baju kt kolah sesame....kene buli,kene brain wash dgn senior pukul 2-3 pg...nostalgia kot...Ya Allah.semuanya jauh dimata dekattttt sgt dihati...insyaAllah jumpe lg..tp kte kene tgk jdual cik afiqah yg nun jauh di russia ni laa tiap kali nk wt reU :D


oh btw,g klcc td nek tren..skg LRT da tukar pki the-so-called-token kot..okei,1st tyme sy try pki bnde tu..n xtaw pulak nk g klcc tukar naek putra,tak payah kluar dr stesen masjid jamek..jd tak taw baek tnye kn....

gu: knape sy nk kluar dr stesen pki token ni tak bole ye?
mr X: da bpe lame dok msia dik?

perghhhhhh bikin pns brader ni...

gu:sorilaaaaa,,sy da lame tak blik msia,,*angkat kening cket kt cni...
mr X:oh yeke...studi oversea ke...?kt mane..?

byk tnye mamat ni...ingt ak kaunter information ke ape....

gu: cpt cket bole x...tunang sy tggu kt klcc ni...*hah sejak ble ak btunang..org yg nak pon xde..kekeke
mr X: *agk kelam kabut dan takut..ohh,,sekarang kte ade sistem br,tak payah kluar dik.lalu je kt blkg ni tmbus smpi putra..

naseb baek,kalau dye smbung tnye mmg ak sumbat token ni dlm mulut..manusia takde budi bahasa yg sengal kuasa due ni kte kne lyn dgn kesengalan kuase lapan ye adik2..tp jgn tiru aksi ini di rumah....haha <---selingan jekkk :))



di tengah2 klcc

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nak selitkan sikit topik hangat sekarang. voucer buku 1 msia. heh mstilaaaa tak..bab kawen laa..haha sekarang tga hot org kawen. kawen awal. okei sume org nk kawen. rmi sgt2..kawan baek nk kawen,kte pulak yg ditanya ble turn kte...kalau sy cm tak patut soklan tu..=,=

sekarang ni mama sibuk brcerita..housemen kt department ICU slyg..housemen pompuan. nak suro on call cket sume tak bole. sume ckp nk kene blik awl, kene masak utk suami..suami sy ckp isteri kene blik awl masak utk suami..mstilaaa mak saya naik darah.awak dokter,HO pulak tu..keje awak kene laa ade kt spital..takkan nk sibuk blik awl msak utk suami..mmg la tggungjwb..tp suami kene phm,dlu sblm kawen konon2nye phm laaa krjaya isteri blik lewat,on call..lps kawen cmtu laa jd nye,,baik jgn jd dokter,g jg suri rumah sepenuh ms utk suami awk...<--ni mk sy ckp,bkn sy..huhu jgn slh phm..

dahhh tu sy pulak kene...iman nti kawen kene cri dokter jugakk..kang mcm2 mslh..
huuuu br nk cari bkn dokter hahaha tringat kwn sy ckp (u know who u are),takut nak kawen dgn bkn dokter..takutt dye tak tahan setiap kali dy blik umah kte xde..ksian pon ade...*no komen disini...

cuma kalau saya, sy pantang lelaki yg ckp 'ohh..saya kalau bole nk isteri pndi masak...slalu dok kt dpur..bole masak sedap2 utk sy...bla bla balaaaa'..rs cm nk sepak laju2 smpi trcbut gigi gajah due kt dpn tu...brader,kalau nk isteri masak sdap2,baek ckp sy nk kawen dgn chef kn snang..sblm ckp isteri kene pndi masak what so eva..baik korang siapkn dri tu dlu..ntah2 bc al-fatihah pon tak lepas..jd imam apetah lg..nk suro isteri ke jadi imam..*sori terEmo dicni sbb sy xpndi masak(sile gelak guling2 d cni) sbb sy tak ambik major in masak memasak okeii..


end of story mory..cuti wlupon sekejap berehat laa ye kwn2..especially rehatkan otak..spend ms dgn fmily..jumpe lg nextsem iA:)


ps:sy tak bawak buku lgsg. pencil case pon tak bawak balik. hahaha bagus btol gu!

Thursday, January 12, 2012

this is it.


mereka ini kanak2 ribena. n mereka wish gdluck to all GEN5 for our final exam sem1:)

kwn2. slmt brjuang dan selamat hadapi peperiksaan. terima kasih atas segala ilmu yg dikongsi terutama ahli2 studi grup sy emang,nudin,ayin,sofwa n syerrr..sy hutang korang sgt byk. iA jumpe sem dpn!

oh. sy dpt hadiah nk dekat2 exam ni. peneman sy stiap kali sdg brjihad lwn mata yg mengantuk tyme hadap buku :)

hepi for ANI. cant wait for ur big day!


semoga Allah permudahkan urusa
n kita semua! insyaAllah!

pies:
-mls nk menaip,maaflaa.
-doakan sy utk exam kali ini! jumpe lg lps 2mggu iA!
-alfatihah buat kakak ayatullah yg baru menghembuskan nafas terakhirnya td.daripada Dia kita datang,kepada Dia jua kita kembali.

Saturday, January 7, 2012

7 Jan,2012

salam.

it is 7 Jan,2012. and this is my first post for this new year. O Allah,thank you for the great 2011. currently in hostel,having no choice during this sem study week, have to stay at hostel. repeat,have to..despite rumah 5minutes away from hostel. oh my,,,,

mama and aimi currently at Turki,enjoying their new year holiday there and abah lari bawak diri to penang as flight to jakarta is fully booked. takpaham jugak kenapa macam tu..oh man, its turki..sape yg taknak pegi having a beautiful holiday with beloved family,,,wehooooooouuu derita btol tgk gamba mereka disana....

oh its been a month viva injured, have to do some plastic surgery for it..well, be thankful masih bernyawa till today. dapat naek bas hari2,rasa mcm zmn mude dolu2 masuk 1st year kejar bas hari2. osem! pe khabar viva kt workshop tu...haih

people,,pelis paham study week ni tensi nye cmne...takyah cakap study week,even before study week pon everybody sgt sensitif, trsalah usik cket ouch! merajuk laa pulak..so the best thing to do is awak jg hati awak,saya jaga hati saya..senang cte..dan jgnlaa pulak nak induced or provoke org laen..lpas tu ckp, 'hati dy je kene jaga, hati saya cmne...' dah yg awk gatal tgn g usik dye sape suro...haih manusia ni,takkan nk kene ckp bhs urdu baru paham,,,,

tired of studying,,baca tak banyak mana, tepu je lebih..
org laen lg study non-stop..kte pnat cket tdo..so ape kate kte memotivatekn diri ni, dan org laen..

pnatnye studi...
bnyknye kene bc tp tak sume masuk..
byknye.....otak da tepu
kapasiti otak tak cukup,,bla bla blaaaa,,,
tak semangat laa nk bc bku result quiz truk.....

nak cite,ade yg tyme2 ni rase down sgt...dpt rslt quiz patho sgt sdey. sy pon truk jugak result. but again, it depends on how you yourself received the rsult planned by Him..redha ke...? salahkan Allah?org lain?atau dri sndri...

nak dijadikan cerita kte manusia ni.......

There's a hole in our heart that needs to be filled with good things. W need to be strong. We need to trust Him, for He has better plan for us. He knows better than we are.We need to be close to Him. We need to baca Al-Quran selalu :')
*sy pon slalu trleka...

Actually, it all started from within yourself. If you think you can do it, then you can. If you think the other way around, then you'll get what you expected. PUT TRUST IN ALLAH, as He owns our heart, our mind and our soul. He knows better than we are. Tipulah kalau kita tak ada rasa sedih langsung kan bila2? I do feel sad sometimes.. Rasa down teramat, and at one point, you have to stop letting yourself drown in your sadness! Layan satu malam cukup lah, esok kena bangun happy and lupakan apa yang terjadi. Kalau susah pon, takpe. Things will get better in time. Trust yourself. Walaupun tak boleh, try sampai boleh! Surround yourself with positive people. Sedut segala perkara baik dalam diri tu! InsyaAllah, Allah akan tolong kita kalau kita betul2 nak. InsyaAllah :)

dlm grup FB gen5, sy suke ape yg dipost oleh Ammar..

Takpe result kte x bagus sgt, yg penting kite sungguh-sungguh, x ponteng kelas, x main byk, n x tidur "byk" (hihi) Kerana barakah, ketenangan, redha, barakah, dan SYURGA jauh lebih berharga berbanding result yg cemerlang dlm exam^^ (original copy)


There are many things in our life that are decided for us without our input or approval. The Muslims who understand that our life is a test of how we live and do the best with whatever we got and whatever situations we have been put in, they are fully content and happy with the circumstances, putting all their efforts and energies in making the best of their situations and making the correct Islamic decisions in those situations.

They know that their personal success is not dependent on circumstances but in doing their best in the given circumstances. If they find themselves in bad circumstances, they work hard to do better, and keep seeking Allah's help, mercy and bounty through Du’aa and Istikhaarah to go with their best of the efforts. but, the losers concentrate on their circumstances and on the things beyond their control. They neither seek Allah’s help, mercy and bounty, nor do they take the circumstances as given and work on performing the best they can in those given situations. They end up being unhappy, miserable complainers always complaining about what they do not have, rather than making the best of what they do have. They end up being the utter losers.

“One of the factors that indicate blessedness (Sa’aadah) of a person is his being pleased with Allah’s decision for him, while two of the attitudes indicating wretchedness / despondence (Shaqaawah) of a person are: his not seeking goodness from Allah Subhaanahu wa Ta`aala or his being unhappy about Allah’s decisions for him.” (Sa’ad in Musnad of Ahmad and Jaami’ of At-Tirmidzee)


Whoever relies on Allah (has Tawakkul), He is sufficient for him (At-Talaaq 65:3).

Wallahualam.