little red reading hood.

salam. hurm.

books books books.we went to big bad wolf bookfair(kot) at MAEPS,serdang.all the books there were like murah-amat-sangat-macam-nak-borong-semua-bawak-balik..one book rm3-rm10.

books n books.

normal price was like rm60 and above. so what are u really waiting for? borong 10 buke pon xpuas hati sebab tak habis dari hujung ke hujung. ppl were like crazy with the boxes,baskets and what not nak borong bawak balik.

these books belongs to gu,didi n tasnot.

those ppl beli buku macam after this no more bookstores exist in this whole wide world. wow!
end up saya pon angkut 10 buku dalam kotak. tu pon mule2 12 bijik sume. cut off yg mana kurang menarik,,so 10 books for rm77. mmg puas hati btol laaa..kalo g MPH,popular or kinokuniya mmg rm60+++ per book.

these are mine :)

so after this nk stat dgn which book eh? mama da bsing tw sy angkut byk2 buku..

buku patho ble nk bukak?
kata haritu farmako susah??
kene wt sinopsis bg mama baca for every each book ni..
hehe ai ai captain! :)

makcik ni suke genre r******. so typical didi. huhu

gu with all those books.

reading makes a man
-prof ainon.

ps: sori to emang n nudin sbab cancel study grup. really sori.
pss: mari ke UM esok!
psss: I got chocolates,he's getting married. happy for him :) doakan saya juga!

sum up.

salam. ehem.

da dekat sebulan lebih(kot) masuk 3rd yr,sepanjang tu jugaklaa tak sempat2 nak update blog ni. *achewwww* byk btul habuk.

sigh. penat. betul laaa dga senior2 semua ckp 3rd yr sgt susah.pack.sekarang ni kalau pada saya personally,sengkang masa antara satu lecture dgn satu lecture yg laen even seminit pon sgt precious,sempat ke tak tetap tutup mata. tdo ke tak tu laen cte. self-study tak payah cakap.pejamkan mata anda.bila bgtaw kawan tahun ni ambik 5sbjek,diorg ckp sgt sikit. sgt sikit? trylaaa ambik.huhu *pdn muke gu,nk sgt ambik medic.hambek kau!

kalau lepas isya' stat hadap buku,pukul 10 da ngantok,tyme tulaaa cari housemate-yang-cool-and-havoc sblm cari mr coffee. kalo dulu bau kopi pon da pening,sekarang ni trpksa minum wlupon physiology badan tunggang langgang utk hari2 berikutnya.have to.

dulu setiap mggu balik,kalau tak hidup tak sempurna.sekarang mama pon paham kena balik 2mggu skali. tu pon tak tertanggung rndu. 2mggu kott! rndu gaduh dgn encik aimi setiap mggu.huuuu~

aimi: taw tak kak iman,kawan aimi kat mesir.dulu dia budak bese jek. sekarang dia ambik bachelor in medicine and bachelor in surgery.hebat kan hebat kan.kak iman amek bachelor in medicine je knn?
saya: =,=

*awak ni aimi,mmg innocent and masih suci. haih.

dulu da nak dekat exam barulaaa rasa tension.sekarang ni kadang2 setiap hari tertekan. tak cukup tidur pon tertekan. saat paling bahagia bila lepas beberapa hari tak cukup tidur and da next day awak dapat tdo 8jam,itulaaa saat paling bahagia.haha

saat2 macam ni,sabar sangat penting. dengan semua orang dan diri sendiri. susah nak rasa sabar dengan orang laen sebenarnye. bila kene deal dgn 56 orang yg lain utk 2 semester ni,perasaan cuba utk cuba memahami semua orang n kawal perasaan marah sebenarnya sangat payah nak develop. kadang2 kene pinjam sabar orang lain untuk diri sendiri.

menyesal ambek medic? bole tak nk quit? engine cm snang..jwpnnye:tak lah! tak sabar nk jadi dokter! berusaha!orang lain boleh,knapa saya tak boleh kn?

mama selalu pesan,jgn jadi dokter yg excellent dlm studi jek.tak gune.nk jadi dokter tak payah pandai.nanti orang tak tanye pon melainkan awak bgtaw semua orang.yg penting niat nk jadi dokter kene work hard.pandai;kalau per sepuluh tu awak dapat 2/3 pon takpe.kerja keras tuk jadi doktor yg bagus,bukan doktor yg pandai! doakan saya!




ps:sekarang ni asyik pkir cne nk cri duet lebih....huhu :D

curious?

salam Ramadhan.

at the first place,,it wasn't me myself that realised my lymph nodes can be big enough which can be seen by people around me. My cousin was the person who told me that there's something on my right neck.Then only I realised bout it, and I told my mom..knowing my mom,when she palpated my neck,I know that there's something going on her head which can be seen through her expression,but she'll hold it.

kene buat biopsy ni...the first thing came out from her mouth.

when you are a medical student,nothing else can help you but you'll be so curious and eager to know what is biopsy. so i google it out..this happens bout 3 months ago.cant really remember.so this is what I understand from the word 'biopsy'.

biopsy involved the removal of tissues or cell for examination to see any precense of disease.it can be GIT biopsy,lung,liver etc etc including lymph node. example of conditions that can be identified are cancer and any inflammatory conditions. I was like oh! cancer..

the next few days...my mom said
ntah2 iman ade TB kot..

so I google it. slalu dengar but when somebody told u that u might have it,,i think everybody will automatically go around to find out bout it. the same goes to me..

I read on wiki and medscape bout TB. and if u guys google it too, its there bout mantoux test . so i read bout them in detail. but, i never told anybody everything that I hv read,how i feel bout it,what do I think bout it..including my mom till i told u guys yesterday on my previous post.

as time goes by..
Dr Lo' Lo' died because of lung and bone cancer (if I'm not mistaken), another fren of my mom died because of breast cancer and last two weeks another one died because of lung cancer..
my mom told me..iman jgn lupe anti-oxidant and supplement yg mama suruh mkn. skrg ni cancer xde ubat yang btul2 bole rawat dy unless u try to prevent it from now.

yesterday,when the nurse gave me the Mantoux test, she told me that bla bla bla blaaaa bla bla bout it. oh! the same as what I've read before..but I'm not satisfied. I want to hear anything or everything from my mom herself.so I kept asking her when we had a supper late at night after terawih yesterday.

Mantoux test yg iman kene cucuk td tu, nti dy akn react dgn ur body. so dkt tmpt kene cucuk tu, the palpable hardened area yg ade after 3 days will be measured. if it is +ve,,u might hv a tb,or any infections,or chronic internal inflammation or even cancer. phm? tp tuk lebih tw lg what are the disease,u have to do the biopsy. the tissue tu nanti kte tgk laa tb ke ape. so skarang ni..u have to take the antibiotic for a week,if ur lymph nodes tu mengecik,maybe its nothing really serious,if not ade something tak kene laaa kot. and it depends on your mantoux test tu jugak.

so dis is what I want to hear. I know that she really dont want to say anything related to cancer. and of course I didn't expect her to say something like..'iman nyer lymph node tu membesar ntah2 ade cancer...' knn?

so now, I 'm on an antibiotic to see if the lymph nodes can get smaller and disappear so iA its actually just a naughty big lymph nodes. hehe insyaAllah!

but I am confident that I am healthy and normal as I used to be and iA always pray for that. doa banyak2 utk dri sndri, everybody and million of thanks to all the readers and frens yg doakan saya. I'll pray for you too. :)

ps: maybe da ade yg stat blik kampung esok,slmt pulang ke kampung,hati2 di jln raya.

TB

salam ramadhan!

its been a while since I last membebel here(in english). Alhamdulillah we are now in the last phase of ramadhan. Happy to spend the whole ramadhan wif beloved family after 6years in hostel. huh

I went to selayang hospital juz now to meet Dr Rohna,a skin speacialist. I've known her ever since I was 9 years old when I was first told that I have eczema. (dh lebih 10thn!). As usual, she just checked my skin's condition at the neck,upper and lower limb after 2 years since the last time I met her. So she's advised this and that. nk rye ni pstikan bwk ur ubat ke hulu ke hilir.mana tw suddenly u developed allergic of something kn. bla bla bla n blaaaaaaa...n suddenly she discovered something on my right side of neck. she pressed on them and said "why..em your lymph node so big? and u have two!

so the investigation begin................

so since when your lymph nodes..that big? she seemed really suprised
since last 2-3 months
oh. so what did your mom said?
emm,,she said that maybe I have to do biopsy (btul ke eja ni?)
lagi?
that...emmm,,maybe i had a TB.
so she did told u that?
yah.
so..u r a 2nd yr medical student right? I'm sure u didn't start ur clinical yr n not being exposed to any TB's patient. any of ur fren has TB? or maybe u ade buat community service kt mana2 kampung or pegi old folks home?
no.
awak ade batuk2,or demam..sakit tekak or anything?
no.
lost appetite?weight loss?
no.
I have to told your mom and ENT speacialist.

so she called the ENT clinic..

hello,can I speak to any ENT speacialist on duty?
speaking.(maybe)
Dr Rohna here from skin clinic. i have a patient here. noor aiman,Dr Arbayah's daughter. she's a 20 years old,2nd yr medical student. still in her precilinical yr. she had two lymph nodes for 2 months already on her right neck. side by side one is 2cm and another one is 1cm,they are painless,mobile. not on any medication. so what should I do?
.......

so aiman. u hv to do a blood test and Mantoux Tuberculin skin test. u might hv TB. we have to confirm it. no worries. doa byk2.
ok.thank you dr.

Mantoux Tuberculin Skin Test

the thing is............sy takut jarum!!!!! huuuuuuu~~ and yet I am a medic student. :(
till now, I still dont even now what is my blood's type.A?B?O?AB? why? becoz sy tak suke jarum! and the worst thing is my mom pon tak pasti sy ni jenis drh ape. haha

the blood test not that hurt. but the Mantoux test....wow! cket lagi nak nangis.sakit wo00000000~

notes:
+if anybody yg curious bout TB,just google it out..wiki or medscape or anything.
+to everyone yg bc dis post, do pray for me..supaya takde TB. the result will be on monday,iA a day before raya. moga Allah permudahkan segalanya.
+lets do the best for these last daysss of ramadhan.mari!